April 19, 2010
“Chronic Dissatisfaction, that is what you have.”

My life is nothing like I wanted it to be.

I am disappointed in myself.

I feel a heavier weight each day, like yet another day has passed me by meaninglessly…

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I don’t even know what to think anymore…

I feel as though I’m heading back towards that place I go, but the closer I get, the darker it seems than before.

This is just me being pathetic, I know…